yet another pointless blog…

It gets annoying sometimes.

distances are now multiplied tenfold - eg going from the audi to lt4 seems like trekking across the sahara dessert. (fine fine… im exgagerrating)
and then theres the bane of the swinging doors - in air conditioned singapore, 95% of all doors are self closing. which means i need to lean a crutch against the wall, turn the knob and push the door open, quickly grab the crutches, push the door again (normally with shoulder) and then hop out b4 the door swings shut

but normally i do have friends with me - open doors, help grab my stuff, etc. (which is good) even if feel a bit pai seh (always! esp cuz ppl who take cab back with me ‘rela’ share the cab fare).

i guess thats just the reality and i aint got no choice but to live with it..

countdown to exams - 9 days (gulp)
and i dont know why but i cant seem to concentrate.
and it sucks.
and somehow .. i dunno .. sitting down and studying is like… the last thing i feel like doing these days. i guess thats what all students think. especially nearing exams.

sometimes i wish i could be more hardworking.

but its times when i feel like chucking my books — well, more like notes — against the wall (or dump them down a conveniently located 20storey hdb flat) that i need, seriously, to count my blessings. like im in singapore on scholarship (it is quite generous considering there is no bond whatsoever), i have friends, i have suffiecient money etc etc etc

hah. like that actually happens.
its more like i go on a protracted whine fest - to whoever (or whatever, i have been known to talk to my notes) happens to be near me. or i blog. or i sleep.

however, the saddest thing is, it. is. only. going. to. get. tougher. from. this. point. on. tougher as in expetations-wise (looking at uni students drowned in work), responsiblity, money, hormones yadda yadda yadda.

and a levels is only a basic qualification even if it is, technically, "advanced" .

long road to go. long. winding. challenging.

i’m sure we’ll make it.

someway or another.

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thanks for all ye well wishes and comments, they are very much appreciated *grin* and TANCE - 100th comment poster!!!!- lol.

-eve-

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