report cards and routineness
its finally happened.
Life is now routine… the sharp-edged "what am i doing here" confusion has finally been blunted by time.
Things have settled down (and for better or worse im getting slack in some of the things … no longer do i sign up for every new event thats coming up …)
Which probably explains the lack of posts - for those ppl whose been checking - uh.. if any .. - sorry for the non-updatedness recently. ive been … distracted .. by a few things … like anime and library books.
and kelvin told me last night that chang yung was gonna study in NUS. geez… whats with acs drum majors and NUS anyways? -*fine fine… 2 isnt a trend… but it may be a start of one.*-
my life… well… nothing earth-shaking happening… got my progress report ..(aka report card), parent teachers meeting next friday, etc etc.
and i have a seriously bad case of muscle ache. blardy crap… but … well i guess thats normal for sports - (still…. 240 squats in one afternoon aint quite my cuppa tea)
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but the thing is, even tho everythings routine … it still gets to me. everything. the schedule.. the whole im-away-from-home thing, stress (eternally there), leaving my friends (and its 18 months and counting down till i leave this batch of friends …)
its just hard to deal with sometimes.
maybe im just trying too hard.
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eve
