i dont really give a damn anymore
———— yeah i realise this is my 50th post… and im whining. nth new is it?—-
dammit.
i hate next week… NONE of the days of the week i can go home b4 4. *sigh* make up tutorial for phys (2 hours on monday), make up practical bio on fri (2 hours)
*sigh*
tired…
am getting more and more homesick. which is weird. cuz like we’re supposed to adapt after time goes by… not the other way round.
maybe… just maybe… ill give up and come back.
but. but its like such a waste lor.. ill be forever thinking about the what-ifs.
then again… i always think about the what-ifs anyway.
but thats life isnt it?
life is forever being unprepared for everything cuz you only have one chance at it and by the time u figure life out its too late your not here anymore! –> um… paraphased (very badly) from a terry pratchet book.
asean night last night… didnt meet any kuchingites(apart from marianne) there.. nor anyone from sitiawan . but then again i came late (dont ask) so didnt really mix that much. it gets lonely (yeah it does, tho i cant really figure out why since like in the hostel youre never really alone but… *sigh*
jpa save me.
–eve out– *stressed and depressed*
