Singapore, week 8
remind me again why im doing this
remind me again what im doing here
who am i kidding trying to be someone im not?
or am i that someone just dont realise it yet.
long days, heavy workload, endless tutorials
last-minute homework left half done
roll call, budgeting, laundry, curfew,
a hundred and one minute things left to do
news from kl, news from home
everyone seems to be doing just fine
but me
though i cant really complain
cant put the finger on what is it exactly
that makes me feel this way
with five days of holiday
left to run
and me still in hostel
biding my time
ignoring my homework from 5 different subjects
ill catch up one day i will i swear
ive friends all around me
it isnt so bad
but mood swings are moodswings and hormone-controlled
i guess
im feeling a bit down
maybe its just for today
tomorrow i’ll wake up and itll be just fine
im stressed out right now
i can’t tell why
cuz there’s nothing urgent
for me to complete
and there’s no tests coming
for another one week
but im stressed i tell ya
i might, maybe, just quit…
surviving just barely think i’ll stay yet another day
term break’s in one month’s time hoping for jpa
i will live thru this its only for two years
a week and a month has gone by already
….. 22 months and three weeks left to go.
-eve-
February 10th, 2006 at 7:18 am
Epp said to leave a comment.
So “COMMENT”. =)
February 17th, 2006 at 11:11 pm
Awwwwww…… u sound worse than me… awwwwwww X222232168764..
since when did u started poeting. must be kelvin’s fault.
hey …
cheers man, just to let u know, ur not the only one who’s feeling the stress and everything. i know my load aint as heavy as urs but lets just keep looking forward =)
promise one day we’d be drinking a 35 bucks coffee somewhere in paris ,milan, new york. u choose =)
eve: u kno wad? yesterday, i bought nice pair of “gloves” for 250 euros. It’s Burberry. kinda felt cheated.
jo: nah, did i tell u bout the “socks” i bought for 300 from Guess….
* words in bracket varies according to year.
=) (=