yet another pointless blog…

sorry i havent been updating for some time…not like anyone’ll care.
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tried to ban myself from the ‘net (HAH! like thats actually possible…) but obviously it didnt work. if not i wont be here ONLINE posting this entry . FYI, the "ban" lasted for 9 days. (2 weekends without internet. voluntarily…sorta. wow.)

the "sorta voluntarily" comes like this : - it is now too much trouble to go online with my pc. (right now im using my mum’s laptop…)

what did i do to my pc?
1) disconnect all the wires connecting the pc to the modem. -
2) deleted the modem driver –> bad idea, i dont know wheres the cd needed for reinstallation
3) change the hosts file

therefor…. if i wanna hook up my pc to the internet… its gonna take at least half an hour. which i dont have. so… im usin my mums laptop untill after spm.

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5 subjects of spm over already. it wasnt so bad… tho i think i screwed up physics paper 2 and 3. cant worry bout that now tho.. theres still 6 more subjects to go. wish me luck.
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apparently… im going to be very extremely free after spm. really. FREE. as in NO SCHEDULED ACTIVITIES AT ALL.  for practically the first time in my life… i have a block of  at least 8 days… of pure lazing around. no camps, no competitions, no exams, no trips, no school,  nothing. that is so cool. but i do have some plans….. not that im gonna pressure myself to actually carry em out but there you go….

1) complete my "Wordmutator Clone" . yeah i know its absolutely pointless when the original program is online but what the heck.
2) watch 72 hours of tv. at least. (JOSHUA…. I WANT THAT CD…)
3) attempt to learn C++ … maybe. if i feel hardworking.
4) movie marathon :  LOTR (all 3), Star Wars (yep, all 6), The Matrix (all 3),  Harry Potter
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and im going to visit kuching. hope at least a few of my friends will be there… i have some serious catching up to do. need to visit my old school…. *once a teresian, always a teresian*, check out the NEW BAND UNIFORM (dammit i cant believe i dint know it till now!!!)… plus….the absolutely vital trip to THE GOLDEN TRIANGLE and laksa, kolok mee and SARAWAK CLUB BUTTER PRAWNS!
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holidays aside… i just realised… that as soon as spm is over… i have finished 5 years of secondary schooling.  ( warning : nostalgic bad poetry ahead. dont say i didnt warn you…)

i look ahead,
to suceed,
i need to reach,
i need to fly.

but looking back,
its hard to leave,
all my friends,
and memories.

now i can start,
to spread my wings,
not knowing what,
time will bring.

one part eager,
one part afraid,
many, many,
challenges ahead.

to all my friends,
its hard to go,
but someday, somewhere,
we’ll say hello.

till that fine day,
we’ll go our ways,
i’ll always remember,
our times together.

for now, Farewell,
to one and all.
Godspeed, i bid,
i knew you as a kid.
Goodbye, i say,
let go of yesterday…

* slightly ciplakted from the poem "Final Year" in the 2002 (i think) Looking Glass (St3’s sch mag)
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