yet another pointless blog…

(post-exam-result rant)

I’m sick.
I’m sick of memorizing pointless facts.
I’m sick of remembering answer schemes.
I’m sick of trying to spot questions.
I’m sick of trying to read the examiner’s mind.
I’m sick of pretending that other’s opionions are my own.

I’m tired.
I’m tired of seeing other students ask for marks.
I’m tired of asking for marks.
I’m tired of the system that justify’s me asking for marks.
I’m tired of hearing that my future depends solely on my exam results.
I’m tired of believing that my worth is measured in exam grades.
I’m tired of my friends’ comparing results.
I’m tired of me thinking its neccessary to compare results .
I’m tired of seeing people being upset for missing an A grade by half a mark.
I’m tired of being upset by missing an A by half a mark.

I’m depressed.
I’m depressed to see my whole world narrowing down to spm.

I’m sick and tired and depressed.

–how i love malaysia’s education system–

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