-depressed-
and obviously, this is yet another ploy to avoid studying.
-i dont know. anything. i dont know anything.
*here we go again.. same old lines same old me but its just closer to exams*
maybe i should do like daphne did in form 5 and head for the library to study .. but unfortunately the *cute med student* doesnt exist here. neither does Swak Club for that matter. *sigh*
but i dont think ill study either way.
holidays arent fun anymore. at least, this holiday isnt. its The Holiday Just Before The Trials.
yeah, maybe i should stop listening to -angsty whiny songs-. they seem to reinforcing my bad moods. and my bad mood gets worse, prompting me to listen to more of those songs…. positive feedback loop. not good.. (or at least in most cases it isnt good if i remember my bio correctly..)
*sigh*
and i cant study cause i cant focus and i cant focus cuz im sick of the books and im sick of the books cuz im looking at them am not getting anything useful and im not getting anything useful cuz i cant study. and so it goes……….
